Well, I thought it might be time to do a blog entry since I haven't done one in about SIX WEEKS. What a bum - Actually, I have just been pretty overwhelmed with work and other drama - trying to buy a house, a lovely colposcopy and biopsy at the GYN, eating too many chocolate covered graham crackers, trying to console my seemingly constant-tantruming son - that kind of shit. And well, I just haven't been very good about taking care of ME lately.
It started with slacking off my daily water intake. Then I started letting in a few extra points here and there. Then I stopped tracking my food on WW.com. Then I stopped exercising consistently. Then I started getting depressed and nasty. Funny how that downward spiral can really gain momentum if you let it. In any event, I am on the upswing, although I did not drink my bottle of water this morning. Must do that right away.
So I had to go for this awful procedure with the GYN and should be finding out the results here fairly soon. I am hopeful that it is good news - cuz if it is not, I am going to be freaking OUT. I do not want to proceed to the next most awful-sounding procedure - the dreaded CONE biopsy, where they take a big old chunk from your cervix while you are blissfully under anesthesia. Can you say GROSS, PAINFUL and SCARY, all at once? Man, I would really be pissed off it it ultimately turned out that I had cancer. Chances are very slim but you just never know.
In baby-making news, we did not "get pregnant" last month and now I am thinking that is a good thing since I am having these cervical issues. Once I find out I am okay (see, I am being positive) we will proceed! My periods have been irregular lately, though, complicating a seemingly simple procedure! In fact, I am suffering a nasty period today - being a woman is just so much FUN! Oh well - enough about my vagina, already.
My weight today was 146. I have maintained pretty well through my LAPSE of commitment but I need to get my ass motivated and drop this last 10. And I want to give a shout out to all my girls at HYC who came by and left me comments over the past few weeks - thanks for the support!